So, I have finally decided to give up on changing the name of this blog to stupid things and go back to the name I started with in 2003. That’s right, I have been writing this blog since 2003. What I would give to have the original posts from way back then. I was just looking on the Internet Archive and some of them are on there. One page of my blog shows that I had over a year worth of posting.

I wish I wouldn’t have deleted everything. I should have stood my ground then and never caved but I was too afraid of consequences that couldn’t really have happened. What I’d give to have 3 years of posts on here.

Alas though, there’s no way that is going to happen. I’m having to start from scratch. And it’s true, I have lost my blogging touch. I used to blog more than once a day. That was before I had full time school and almost full time work. Now I’m lucky to be able to sit down and think anymore.

I am really going to attempt to go back to my roots and see if I can’t get this thing running again. I had an amazing blog with a marvelous fan base, most of the blogs aren’t even online anymore, and I’d like to take myself back to that place.

There will probably be a lot of crap that you won’t want to hear about, but hey, just listen to it. If you don’t like it, you can always leave a comment saying that was a waste of your life. But remember to come back because you never know when I might make a message about something that can benefit your life.

-Ryan